HI! I’m Amy Kisei, Sensei
A Little More About Me:
I like to say I was raised by a forest, creek and the night sky. Our childhood home sat in the midst of an enchanted woods. I spent my free time, wandering the forest, listening to the creek, looking up at the night sky with wonder and awe.
Then in adolescence, struggle set in. I lost touch with the naturalness of the earth and my body, I developed an eating disorder and social anxiety. Both symptoms, I see now, of a spiritual longing that I was unable to name as I felt exiled from my sense of self, community and the planet.
Early awakenings
In my late teens I discovered meditation. I was raised Catholic so in a way meditation felt like prayer. I felt ready to surrender, to return to the natural freedom I knew as a child.
One day in the middle of Catholic mass, it just let go. My sense of exile turned inside out, in its place the vast interconnection of the universe and all being. I felt like I belonged here and so did every thing else.
Responding to the Cries of the World
I spent my college years deeply engaged in environmental activism and social justice. I earned a BS in Earth Science and Gender Studies. This included two summers in South Africa studying Environmental Justice. As well as working as a counselor at the Centre County Women’s Resource Center in State College, PA.
Feeling the call to be a healer I enter a Chinese Medicine Program in Portland, OR. But, I continued to feel that the suffering of late-stage capitalism, oppression and environmental degradation was a spiritual crisis, and so in 2010 I decided to move to Great Vow Zen Monastery.
Thinking I would stay for one year, I ended up ordaining as a Buddhist Priest, becoming a leader in the community, leading retreats and offering spiritual counseling. In 2020 I became a fully authorized Zen teacher, receiving dharma transmission from Chozen Bays, Roshi and Hogen Bays, Roshi.
In the course of my training I have spent over 3 years in silent meditation retreat. Dream-work, creative process and ceremony have been important in my Zen practice and spiritual development and I enjoy sharing these modalities with others.
I continue to deepen my practice and integrate psychological modalities that are based in mindfulness, meditation and dharma principles. I trained in Process Work Psychology and Dream Work at the Process Work Institute in Portland, OR, and completed Level 1 IFS training through the IFS Institute. I continue to deepen my training in IFS as I feel parts-work is so beneficial for those on a meditation path and I am also training in Hakomi a Mindfulness + Somatic Psychotherapy.
I continue to deepen my Zen practice through retreats and daily meditation. I am interested in the Shamanic Bones of Zen (a concept from Zenju Earthlyn Manuel), and reconnecting with the Earth-based practices + animism of our ancestors. In addition to Zen, dream-work and psychology I also enjoy painting, creative arts, astrology, the tarot and am a humble student of this great Earth + Cosmos.
I currently live in Columbus, OH with my beloved partner and our cat-guru Sasha Kitty.
we are part of a collective, so our awakening is planetary!
My Vision for planetary awakening
As individuals our spiritual lives matter. Setting forth on a path of healing and awakening is a revolutionary act towards love and liberation. Meditation and mindfulness bring us back into basic sanity, and allow us to truly live and flourish with all beings and this changing planet. Planetary healing and awakening begins with us.
My intention is to be a guide for those who wish to enter the healing and awakening process in their own lives, for those who want to bring healing into their families and communities and for those who wish to contribute to the evolution of consciousness in our societies and on our planet.
I enjoy working with healers, leaders, creatives, spiritual seekers, small business owners, activists, parents, retired-folks and those in helping professions.
Certificates and Trainings
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2010 - 2021 —Great Vow Zen Monastery—monthly weeklong silent meditation retreats on the themes of Vow/Life Purpose, Death/Dying, Loving Kindness/Compassion, Silent Illumination, Koans, Earth-Awareness
2014—two months training in Japan at Toshoji & Sogenji Monasteries
2014, 2016 & 2018—Weeklong Retreat withDan Brown in Level 1, the Bon Atri System and Inner Fire
2015 - 2019—Yearly retreat withKeith Dowman in Radical Dzogchen including one 14-day Busuku Retreat
2019— 14-day training with Byron Katie in the Work in Ojai, CA
2010 - 2021—yearly weeklong solo meditation retreats (two weeklong dark retreats)
2021—two month solo meditation retreat at Tara Mandala Retreat Center
2022 - present--continued study and practice in the Zen Buddhist tradition, regular retreat practice
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Level 1 + Circle Program 2022
IFS and Liberatory Psychology 2024
Level 1 + 2 Hakomi Training 2022-present
Hakomi Advanced Supervision 2024
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2018 — Facilitator Training in Mindful Eating Conscious-Living with Char Wilkins, LCSW and Jan Bays, MD through UCSD
2010 - 2019 — 2-3 weekend retreats a year in Mindful Eating with Jan Chozen Bays, MD author of Mindful Eating: Rediscovering a Joyful Relationship with Food
2010 - 2021 — On-going study and practice with Jan Chozen Bays, MD / Roshi while living at Great Vow Zen Monastery
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Foundations of Astrology 10-week course with Catherine Urban in Hellenistic Astrology
Apprenticeship with Dena Decastro in Evolutionary Astrology
Study in the Living Tarot with T. Susan Chang
Influenced by Antero Ali, Steven Forrest, Demetra George, Renee Stills
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2014, 2017, 2018—Process Art Weeklong Retreat with Stewart Cubley and the Painting Experience
2013 - 2021—Two Month Practice Period every year in Creative Process at Great Vow Monastery
2019—Paratheatre training in EarthBody / DreamBody
On-going solo art practice and creative process in the mediums of watercolor, clay, poetry and dance
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2016 & 2017 — Weeklong Retreat led by Zen Teacher Abby Mushin Terris and Zen Teacher Deborah Seido Martin on Dreams & Zen
2016 - 2021 — One month a year dedicated to exploring the practices of Dream & Zen in the residential practice period at Great Vow Zen Monastery
2019—Paratheatre Earth Body / Dream Body Lab with Antero Ali
2021 — Process Work Dream Study & Training with Susan Kocen Diplomat in Process Work
2021—On-line course and training with Jungian Analyst Ana Mozol on Dream practice
2022 - Process Work Winter Intensive, PWI Portland, OR
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2013 - 2021 — Great Vow Zen Monastery—on-going training in ceremony including: precepts, atonement, grief ceremony, memorial ceremony, weddings, funerals, Mizuku for children who have died, Earth Protector ceremony and ceremonies to mark life transitions
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2016 & 2018 — Participant in 6 month course on Awakening to Whiteness through the Zen Community of Oregon
2018 - on-going — Member of the Engaged Buddhism and Equity, Diversity & Inclusion Committee through Zen Community of Oregon
2018 — Weekend retreat with Rev. Angel Kyodo Williams on Radical Dharma
2019 — Weekend retreat with Michelle Johnson on Skill in Action Anti-Racism Training
2020 — Weekend Anti-Racism training for the Zen Community of Oregon with Roberta Hunte, PhD and Yee Won Chong
images from my monastic life
Way Seeking Heart Video Talk
We are a story making people. We story things into existence. How we frame our lives shapes how we perceive and learn from the challenges and blessings of life. This is a talk I had the opportunity to share about my Spiritual Path as I was preparing to leave monastic residency at the end of 2021.